{"id":1355,"date":"2024-10-28T12:24:17","date_gmt":"2024-10-28T12:24:17","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.marcushillier.com\/?p=1355"},"modified":"2024-10-28T16:43:18","modified_gmt":"2024-10-28T16:43:18","slug":"confession-doing-my-thing","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.marcushillier.com\/index.php\/2024\/10\/28\/confession-doing-my-thing\/","title":{"rendered":"Confession: Doing my thing"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<h2 class=\"wp-block-heading\">just wanted to share &#8211; &#8220;someone&#8221; might confess to having &#8220;some &#8216;actual truth&#8217; &#8221; memories<\/h2>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-embed is-type-video is-provider-youtube wp-block-embed-youtube wp-embed-aspect-16-9 wp-has-aspect-ratio\"><div class=\"wp-block-embed__wrapper\">\n<div class=\"epyt-video-wrapper\"><div  id=\"_ytid_90244\"  width=\"480\" height=\"270\"  data-origwidth=\"480\" data-origheight=\"270\" data-facadesrc=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/7Op7SIDvXQc?enablejsapi=1&#038;autoplay=0&#038;cc_load_policy=0&#038;cc_lang_pref=&#038;iv_load_policy=1&#038;loop=0&#038;rel=1&#038;fs=1&#038;playsinline=0&#038;autohide=2&#038;theme=dark&#038;color=red&#038;controls=1&#038;disablekb=0&#038;\" class=\"__youtube_prefs__ epyt-facade epyt-is-override  no-lazyload\" data-epautoplay=\"1\" ><img decoding=\"async\" data-spai-excluded=\"true\" class=\"epyt-facade-poster skip-lazy\" loading=\"lazy\"  alt=\"YouTube player\"  src=\"https:\/\/i.ytimg.com\/vi\/7Op7SIDvXQc\/maxresdefault.jpg\"  \/><button class=\"epyt-facade-play\" aria-label=\"Play\"><svg data-no-lazy=\"1\" height=\"100%\" version=\"1.1\" viewBox=\"0 0 68 48\" width=\"100%\"><path class=\"ytp-large-play-button-bg\" d=\"M66.52,7.74c-0.78-2.93-2.49-5.41-5.42-6.19C55.79,.13,34,0,34,0S12.21,.13,6.9,1.55 C3.97,2.33,2.27,4.81,1.48,7.74C0.06,13.05,0,24,0,24s0.06,10.95,1.48,16.26c0.78,2.93,2.49,5.41,5.42,6.19 C12.21,47.87,34,48,34,48s21.79-0.13,27.1-1.55c2.93-0.78,4.64-3.26,5.42-6.19C67.94,34.95,68,24,68,24S67.94,13.05,66.52,7.74z\" fill=\"#f00\"><\/path><path d=\"M 45,24 27,14 27,34\" fill=\"#fff\"><\/path><\/svg><\/button><\/div><\/div>\n<\/div><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>Still thinking of you &#8211; both &#8211; but in <strong><em>very <\/em><\/strong>different ways.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>May have some time to do some bigger updates @ some point &#8211; been &#8220;a little busy&#8221;  &#8216;doing my thing&#8217;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&amp; it&#8217;s not like it&#8217;s as urgent as it was (damage done, ) <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>You&#8217;ll figure it out, one day (detour ahead). <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>When you do,  concentrate on what you can learn from it. Trust me, it eventually makes you a lot stronger. Self medication isn&#8217;t the answer &#8211; the only way is through so confront it as early &amp; fully as possible. That&#8217;s one mothertrucker of a rabbit-hole.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>No regrets &#8211; it was inevitable &amp; choice wasn&#8217;t part of the equation.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Interesting to note UK facing human rights charges over Assange, plus Tommy Robinson&#8217;s verdict today.  Does it make you think &#8230;&#8230;. ? 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